yet would

Psalm 139:23, 24
Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my concerns. . . .

Proverbs 28:26
He who trusts in himself is a fool, but one who walks in wisdom will be safe.

Jeremiah 17:9, 10
The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure--who can understand it? . . .

1 Corinthians 4:4
My conscience is clear, but that does not vindicate me. It is the Lord who judges me.

1 John 3:20
If our hearts condemn us, God is greater than our hearts, and He knows all things.

I would

Job 7:15, 16, 21
so that I would prefer strangling and death over my life in this body. . . .